The focus I set for this page was ART. Contemporary, mostly. I planned on going out on an ever increasing ART-A-THON. You know, more and more ART adventure, culminating in an epic feast celebrating our BIG achievements and AWESOME art adventures. I was feeling so secure in my vision that I began to invite others into it, like a play structure in the middle of a city park.
Forgive me that I’ve lost my way.
I’m thinking more about THE HOME, lately. Since, March.
I’ve put my focus on HOME and HEARTH.
Once in-a-while, a news story… something juicy and controversial gets me splashing emotionally in the ocean of opinion, for a second or two… then I relax and I remember: my way is to FLOAT. I float over troubled times and swim above the clouds left by great bombs in history.
Successfully, I’ve re-invented myself dozens of times and keep discovering more talent within. For example: I LIKE to clean! My whole life I’d convinced myself that I HATED cleaning. Recently, I realized… NO! I LOVE CLEANING. The reason I thought I HATED cleaning, my whole life, until NOW, was that well… my mom LOVES cleaning… and I even though I really dig earsing famous artist’s drawings and my mother always HATED my huge collection of erasers and random pieces of paper, from type to rag, I used to hoard, neatly in my closet, back when I was a smaller version of myself.
Anyway… write your own blog IF you don’t LIKE mine. I keep writing here mostly because I sometimes have something to say on ART butt lately… I’m floundering. Oh well… Maybe I will enroll in an ART for ART fried ART folk-culture class at the local community college. Maybe… I will discover a more interesting direction for this freakin’ web-site of writings and art by an independent female pigment slinger.
Yours truly,
Frau Kolb